I remember wanting to become a writer,
once upon a younger self;
but I spent more time practicing suicide notes
than stories, and though endings
have become easier, to this day
I can't think up a proper beginning.
I wear sandals even on rainy days
because I still can't knot my sneaker laces
well enough to keep pace with the faces
of the crowds I blend into.
I've bound books of blank white paper pages
with the shoestrings I've tripped over,
cured the covers with the chain-smoke of self-hate--
I know it's bad for me--
so that you won't find many happy days in this library.
I'm wise enough to know that dreams
are a ten thousand part cocktail
When Nawala fell down the rabbit-hole, it was no accident.
She'd been scouring the forest for hours, hoping to stumble upon a mud-sullied and root-barred gateway to a land of clever Cheshire Cats, jauntily insane Hatters, and implacable Queens of Hearts. She had fervently yearned for her own mad tea-party since she'd first heard of Alice's tale when she was a small child; and now the yearnings had exploded into an insatiable appetite for adventure. She even wore her very own baby blue frilled dress, complete with a stark white apron and glossy black flats: all the prerequisite paraphernalia for a walk through Wonderland. So she continued her
I remember wanting to become a writer,
once upon a younger self;
but I spent more time practicing suicide notes
than stories, and though endings
have become easier, to this day
I can't think up a proper beginning.
I wear sandals even on rainy days
because I still can't knot my sneaker laces
well enough to keep pace with the faces
of the crowds I blend into.
I've bound books of blank white paper pages
with the shoestrings I've tripped over,
cured the covers with the chain-smoke of self-hate--
I know it's bad for me--
so that you won't find many happy days in this library.
I'm wise enough to know that dreams
are a ten thousand part cocktail